I Barfed Because I Ate Something Funny, Not Because I Was Reading Eileen Myles's "Everyday Barf," But It Seems Cosmically Connected, Right?

---For Nathan

That was between
the fog
and my clubbed foot
this eventual pleasing
of all the shapes
and the buckets
pouring out light
and some brothers
drank from it
puking stars
and piss soup
all of us
wanting to be a marriage
for you